Oh, wait, before I get into today's events, I need to share something. I was pissed yesterday. Actually, that is an understatement. I was more than ready to wallop someone for making Liz go through another procedure. While she is extremely strong, and doing very well (all things considered), I hate to see her in pain. I couldn't comprehend how one has a mastectomy, gets the pathology report back that says there are clean margins, and then get a call saying there may be some more breast cancer in there. ISN'T THE POINT OF A MASTECTOMY IS THAT THERE IS NO MORE BREAST TISSUE?!?! Thankfully for everyone at St. John's Hospital and the Maplewood Surgery Center, I had a day to calm down (complaining to several of you also helped - so thanks to those of you that had to suffer through my tirade yesterday).
OK, on to today's events. We started the day at the Breast Center at St. John's hospital where the head of the Radiology Department performed the ultrasound on Liz. Almost immediately, she was able to locate the infamous "missing marker" from the day before. She gave Liz a quick little spiel about how she needed to insert a guide wire into her breast and there was a possibility that she might puncture the implant (thanks for calming her nerves Doc).
From there, we went to the surgery center where Liz's surgeon talked to us about what was going to happen (and continue to "calm" our fears by telling us there was only a 10% chance that she was going to puncture the implant). Before the surgery, she went back to the Pathology Department to review the breast tissue from last week and the location of the tumor they identified. If I heard the surgeon correctly (which it is entirely possible I did not), she feels that the tumor from last week was in a different location than the marker they placed during the original biopsy. I interpret that to mean that there were in fact two tumors. The location of the original tumor was in the sub-cutaneous tissue near the bottom of Liz's breast - in her chest wall really (this is the one the surgeon went after today). The one the pathologist found last week was in a totally different location and never showed up in any of the 75 ultrasounds, 23 MRIs, 81 mammograms, or 52 gamma-scans Liz has had over the last 7 months. We won't really be able to confirm the number of tumors until after the final pathology report.
After surgery, the surgeon told us that she had to take a little skin and tissue down to the implant (we said a little prayer of thanks before dinner tonight thanking God for making today an implant puncture free day). We now have to wait until the pathologist can review this specimen to ensure that there are clean margins around it. We hope to get those results back this week, but we may not hear until next week. We are praying everything comes back clean...
13 comments:
oh, man. I'm so sorry to hear that this is so complicated and ongoing for all of you. Scott, you, too, seem to be amazingly strong through all of this. Love to you all.
Heather
Wow, I am speechless and overwhelmed for you. I can only imagine the frustration you feel having to wait again for results. Please know that you have an army of family, friends, and friends of friends praying for you to heal quickly and that your pain is less every day.
Love you both and we are here for you any time you need to vent.
M
Thanks so much for the detailed update...
Hard to be so far from St Paul....you are doing all the right things, difficult as that may be.
'Cancer be gone' is the only mantra. I'm chanting it throughout each day.
Love to all
Home soon, Martha
Well, Scott, even if you don't have Liz's biting wit, you're doing a pretty good job (I'd hate to have to admit your doing a GREAT job - I wouldn't want you to get cocky).
Stay strong and pace yourself. You're totally winning.
Love,
The Dougherty Clan
Good to hear from you, Scott. While you're not as cute as Liz, I think you're just as tough and are doing a remarkable job as Team Hewitt Captain. We love you each. CANCER BE GONE!
A
OMG, is all I can say.
MY prayers are with you all the time!!
You pop into my head all thru the day which makes me say another prayer...........
Geez! 81 mammograms??? That is insane. And that's not even half of what's been going on. We're praying for you daily. Keep your spirits up!
Stupid Cancer.
It's GOTTA be smooth sailing from here on out. It's just gotta be.
Love and prayers to all of you...
Hi Scott, your post is awesome - keep it up. Please tell Liz I love her and am proud of her.
Karen Mendlik
It is interesting what your definition of a "good day" becomes when you are dealing with something like this. Here's to many more good days.
JSA
Liz, since your dad is now playing the guitar, I wrote some lyrics;
Tell your dad, and all your friends, that these lyrics are best played and song to a Hip Hop beat:
Go to Caribou And
Get Something
for Liz
Go to Caribou And
Get Something
for Liz
Go to Caibou and Say:
Go to Caibou and Say:
One Medium Half Caf
Carmel Northern Lite
Latte!
One Medium Half Caf
Carmel Northern Lite
Latte!
Love You Liz - Pop
Thinking about you guys. Lots of love and prayers.
Annie
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